Some of my writtings

I want to be validated
Be told it's OK to be able to hurt, get mad, feel angry, be upset, and be furious.
I don't want family to make me feel guilty for feeling emotion.

Sometimes I feel like I'm attacked by some people in my family when I show emotion. Like I'm not allowed to show or feel that emotion.



Wrote this when i stopped all communication with a friend that was not good for me.
I don't understand, but it feels as though there is a hole inside of me.
A hole that once was filled with lies, lies that i wanted to believe.
That you really cared for me, like friends care for each other.
That I really am attractive.
Now everything that i once hoped is not shattered.