I'm freaking out inside, screaming, wanting someone to understand.
I don't feel worthy to share my struggle or my feelings.
My birthday is coming up January 1st. I'll be 29 and what do I have to show for it?
NOTHING.
No college degree. Never been on a date, never been kissed.
I've been used, manipulated, and treated like crap.
I've struggled with depression, cutting, binging, and hating myself.
I'm scared. and each day closer to My birthday the more down and terrified I get.
