I honestly feel like I'm being pushed onto the back burner. Like I don't matter. I'm struggling and I feel I'm unable to get the help I need. I'm not sure how to even express what I'm feeling. Voc Rehab has said if I need help to pay for sessions so I can see my counselor... I've tried getting a hold of them and I'm not hearing a thing. Why can't they let me know what's going on? They've set me up with an employment specialist (the employment specialist works for Valley Services, a place that's helping me find a job) and she tells me that my Voc Rehab counselor told her that they can't help pay for counseling... Why can't my Voc Rehab counselor call me and tell me that herself?
I know the economy is crap right now and it's hell to find a job... I'm looking for night/graves, you'd think I'd be able to find something out there, most people want day shifts. I've not heard a single thing back, I've been calling the places after I applied... yet I have heard nothing. Not hearing anything back... it's killing me inside.
I'm stressing out what to do about meds... I am not sleeping well... I just don't know if I can do this much longer. I want to give up... it's too much.
