AND I DON'T SEE MY PARENTS DOING A THING ABOUT IT. MEDICATION AND THAT'S IT. WELL THEY CAN'T STOP ME FROM TAKING BENADRYL THAT'S OTC IF THEY TOOK THAT AWAY I COULD DRIVE OR EVEN WALK TO THE STORE DEPENDING ON HOW DESPERATE I AM. MY MOM TOOK MY CLONZEPAM TO HER ROOM... I COULD EASILY TAKE IT BACK. I BROKE DOWN AND CRIED FOR 30MINZ AT LEAST.
I SHOWED MY DAD MY CUTS LAST NIGHT AND WHAT DID HE DO? NOT A DAMN THING... HE POINTED TO A CUT,SCAR AND ASKED HOW I DID IT. I TOLD HIM "RAZOR" WHY SHOULD I KEEP FIGHTING IF MY PARENTS ARE GONNA SIT AROUND AND NOT DO SHIT???? I AM TIRED AND I'M OVERWHELMED (WITH WHAT? LIFE, WEIGHT, FOOD, TRYING TO BE THE BEST I CAN BE) WELL I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE. I JUST GOTTA KEEP FIGHTING TILL MONDAY AFTER MONDAY IF I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE I'M SAYING GOOD BYE TO EVERYONE.
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