Airplanes - AND THE DEEPER MEANING IT HAS TO ME!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d8QH71YQnm0

Airplanes
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
Cause after all the partyin’ and smashin’ and crashin’
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you’re staring at that phone in your lap
And you hoping but them people never call you back
But that’s just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel
And they sayin’ what would you wish for
If you had one chance
So airplane airplane sorry I’m late
I’m on my way so don’t close that gate
If I don’t make that then I’ll switch my flight
And I’ll be right back at it by the end of the night

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job, before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin’ to get a tip at subway
lyrics courtesy of www.killerhiphop.com
And back when I was rappin’ for the hell of it
But now a days we rappin’ to stay relevant
I’m guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes
Then maybe yo maybe I’ll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain’t nobody listened to my mix tape
And back before I tried to cover up my slang
But this is for Decatur, what’s up Bobby Ray
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this sh-t
So here I stand and then again I say
I’m hopin’ we can make some wishes outta airplanes

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now

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Why I really like this song

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars (*I LOVE LOVE LOVE STARS, AND SHOOTING STARS*)
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)(*I COULD USE A WISH... WISH TO TAKE THINGS BACK... A WISH IN WHICH IS SOMETHING THAT WOULD MAKE MY DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY LESS OF A BURDEN ON ME*)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now

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Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this (*GO BACK IN TIME WHEN I WAS NOT AS CORRUPTED AS I AM NOW... BUT HAVE THE KNOWLEDGE I HAVE TO AVOID THE PLACE I AM TODAY*)
Cause after all the partyin’ and smashin’ and crashin’
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you’re staring at that phone in your lap
And you hoping but them people never call you back (*ALL THAT STUFF IS OF EVIL AND SOMETIMES YOU DON'T REALIZE IT UNTIL YOU'RE ALREADY CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF IT ALL... I DON'T WANT HIM TO CALL ME... I WANT HIM OUT OF MY LIFE... THUS I'M CHANGING MY NUMBER THAT'S THE ONLY WAY I KNOW HOW TO BE STRONG*)
But that’s just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel
And they sayin’ what would you wish for
If you had one chance
So airplane airplane sorry I’m late
I’m on my way so don’t close that gate
If I don’t make that then I’ll switch my flight
And I’ll be right back at it by the end of the night

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Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job, before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin’ to get a tip at subway
And back when I was rappin’ for the hell of it
But now a days we rappin’ to stay relevant
I’m guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes
Then maybe yo maybe I’ll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain’t nobody listened to my mix tape
And back before I tried to cover up my slang
But this is for Decatur, what’s up Bobby Ray
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this sh-t
So here I stand and then again I say
I’m hopin’ we can make some wishes outta airplanes

(THIS PARAGRAPH DON'T REALLY DO WITH WHAT GOES ON WITH ME... I'M NOT MAKING A LIVING OUT OF THE MISTAKES I'VE MADE BUT THE MISTAKES I'VE MADE DOES CAUSE ME PAIN AND ANXIETY AND FEAR... I WANNA GO BACK TO HIGH SCHOOL SO I GUESS IN A WAY IT DOES CUZ I LET MY FEAR OF NOT LIVING UP TO OTHERS EXPECTATION GET TO ME.)

BUT THIS IS HOW I RELATE TO THIS SONG.