My Writings

Sunday, February 14, 2016

About a friend

She senses there is a problem, but does not fully know what it is, or even admit it.  All she cares about is numbing out weather it be by drinking, pills, or weed. She just wants to run away and numb out.
Her cousin recently died from complications to a suicide attempt, although everyone has been told it was a car accident.  One of her best friends mother just passed away. Yet with how sad these things are, she wishes these things happened to her.  Wishes she was the one that died. wishes she was the one in a medical induced coma.  Wishes she could be numb (a drugged numb)
She's starting to abuse her medication, taking more anxiety meds, more sleeping meds and more benadryl.
I don't think she truly wants help right now, but how can I help her before she gets hooked on alcohol, hooked on benadryl, hooked on weed, and hooked on anything else that will numb her out?
She doesn't understand why her aunt and cousins are so worried about her. Yes she's depressed, yes she wants to numb out, but she's not suicidal.
I don't know how to help, so if you can help please let me know.
<3 thank you.

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