Feels...
weird...
Like my body is drugged...
Like my limbs have ice flowing through the veins...
Sometimes I can't breath...
A knot in my chest...
Nauseated...
Dull...
Depressed...
Sobbing almost to the point of hyperventilating...
Yet I still come to school... Go to work... even though I feel like i'm falling apart... would rather be in bed asleep. But i can't let this control me. I have to stay in charge and tell it to screw off and leave me alone. But It does not like to listen. So what do I do... I write... I cry... I'm talking more... I don't want to go where i was last time i felt this way... I know I can be happy again... even though it feels impossible... I can get through this...
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