Why do we make stupid decisions?
In August I took some pills (not to die) but to stop the pain I was feeling. I OD on benadryl and clanzapam. Clanazepam really helped with my anxiety. Now I am on this different pill for anxiety and it doesn't even help. ARGH.
I feel weak in my legs. light headed. and a tightness in my chest. and a tingling in my arms
Why did I do that? Why didn't I think of the consequences? Why didn't I reach out and ask for help?
Now I have to suffer and deal with the anxiety. (which I end up just isolating until the anxiety goes away) So much for facing my anxiety.
Years ago, I did something similar. Sometimes we are in so much pain that it seems like the only way out. I have asked myself the same questions. The only sane answe I hope you find meds that will help with your anxiety. If you ever need to talk, please email me at jacqueline.hough@gmail.com.
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